I had a lousy weekend. I met with a former teacher of mine from廣州. Though I didn’t really spend a lot of time with her, I still had the trouble understanding why should I entertain her? My mother said it’s because she taught me before. But for the love of god she was soooo mean to me. I could never forget she said “Hei is a fool” in front of the whole class because I’d got one calculation wrong. She’s the one who taught me there’s favoritism; the world is only for the best; she denied my abilities of any kind just because I was (still am) bad at maths. May be I should thank her for showing me how nasty the reality is. The fact that I don't like her doesn’t mean that I have to get her some revenges or anything. I just hated to pretend being nice (in order to keep up good manners) to someone I don’t actually like. It’s against my policy of being genuine.